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To the question of borderline, no. I know several people with borderline personality disorder and Xena absolutely is not that. It's never something that you can be for a certain length of time and then get over. And she would've had to have just gotten over it, in order to be the Xena we saw in the show.

Post-Traumatic? Meh. Also have known several people with that and if she had that, her presentation is very strange. Post-Traumatic usually presents itself as fear, not overwhelming guilt. It often presents as a feeling of helplessness, not a bloody rampage from an extended leadership role. The closest to her suffering Post-Traumatic would be seen from her behavior regarding her own actions; in a way, giving herself Post-Traumatic. And then, it'd be her fear manifesting itself through her guilt, afraid of herself, etc. Like I said, it'd be a very odd presentation and be nothing like I've seen in real life.

Bipolar? Nope. Take my word for it, no.

Schizophrenic? Not so much, though I would say that maybe she could be said to have some schizophrenic presentations as part of psychosis she entered into during psychotic breaks. Such as the one she seemed to suffer after Gabrielle threw herself in the pit during Sacrifice. Of course, that could have been part of the hallucinogenics she was playing with too.

Now, did she seem to suffer psychotic breaks? Oh yes, that's what I'd qualify as Xena's pathology. I think at several points during her life, it appears that she suffered short (and extended) periods of psychotic breaks. Again, I have known many people who have only presented themselves with this, without any other disorder mentioned. This can include people that seem otherwise perfectly stable, mentally-speaking, but under times of extreme stress have lost control over themselves and dealing with reality like they otherwise would. Their perceptions become warped and so does their interaction with the world because of it. This is also more likely to happen to an otherwise stable mind if exposed to drugs. Perhaps some of her more extended lapses into mania were helped along by that. If I remember correctly, she could've been smoking opium during the time she met Lao Ma. Just because it's a downer doesn't mean that it'd keep her happy and lazy. I know many people, including family, who become paranoid and violent with well-known downers. And if she experimented with other drugs during her time with Alti, well that would've just been making her mental instability even worse.

Was Xena insane? At more than one point yes. Did she have a chronic mental disorder? No. Despite common misconception, those two things do not always go hand-in-hand. You can have a mental disorder and not be insane and you can be insane and not have it stem from a chronic mental disorder. The study of the human mind and its illnesses would be a lot easier if everything could be linked like that. But in Xena's case, I don't believe they were. At times, Xena was insane but it wasn't her natural state.